June Read-a-thon Update: Day 9

Classes start today, and I’m excited, but also a bit frazzled. I’ve been having trouble getting all of the books for my non-fiction class, and several of them are still in the mail. I hope they come in soon…

Yesterday was the Capitol trip for the New Leadership Oregon 2014 class, and I was invited along, as an alumna. We spent the morning touring the building with Former Governor Barbara Roberts, had lunch with Secretary of State Kate Brown, and the current NLO participants roleplayed testimony in front of legislative committees. When we got back to Portland, there was a mixer and recognition of board members, alums, and the current class. I cried, and it was so inspiring to see people supporting each other there. So much love.

Still coming up: a dinner party tomorrow night. Friday, I’m workshopping some of my writing to prepare several submissions to journals and online magazines.

I think I expected to have more free time that has been the reality. I’m trying not to get down on myself for not reading more, even though I’ve read every day, and made good headway in a couple of books I’ve been meaning to read. I feel a bit discouraged, but I’m hoping I can push through it for the remaining 6-7 days.

My reading progress up to this point:

  • 4 pages of Partial List of People to Bleach by Gary Lutz. Notes: no update.
  • 90 pages of Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke [trans. M.D. Herter Norton]. Notes: finished.
  • 70 pages of The Rose That Grew From Concrete by Tupac Shakur. Notes: read more poems from this one. There’s some very teenage love poems in here, but there’s also an amazing section that features several poems for racial justice activists like Nelson Mandela and Huey P. Newton.
  • 129 pages of Faces at the Bottom of the Well by Derrick Bell. Notes: I have less than half the book left, and I’m still being inspired to do 3 new projects for every chapter I finish!
  • 8 pages of Anansi Boys by Neil Gaiman. Notes: I figured I’d pick a lighter read to let myself digest some of the heavier stuff, and still get pages done. This one I got 114 pages into a re-read of, and then set it down—probably in favour of school books I had to get through. (So much reading last term…) Anyhow, I should finish it, because I do love it.

Running page count: 301

June Read-a-thon Update: Day 7

I had a long day yesterday, and could barely find a moment. It was my last day in the Oregon Student Association, and he had a transition meeting, and then an alumni event in the evening—lovely to see some folks I haven’t got to see in a while, but definitely time-consuming.

Still coming up: a full day of meeting and events in Salem and Portland on Monday, classes starting on Tuesday, a dinner party on Wednesday, and coffee with my mom on Thursday.

Here’s my reading tally for the event so far:

  • 4 pages of Partial List of People to Bleach by Gary Lutz. Notes: no update.
  • 90 pages of Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke [trans. M.D. Herter Norton]. Notes: finished.
  • 8 pages of The Rose That Grew From Concrete by Tupac Shakur. Notes: no update.
  • 102 pages of Faces at the Bottom of the Well by Derrick Bell. Notes: still loving this one! It’s a fresh way of looking at theory and racial justice in the US, and it’s inspiring so many future projects.

Didn’t finish Faces, but that’s alright. I feel a little sad at how little time to read I’m actually finding, but it’s good reading.

Running page count: 204

June Read-a-thon Update: Day 5

There’s been a lot of unexpected work the last couple of days, and I have even more to do, but I’m getting the reading in every spare moment I can. I’ve always been a commute reader—I have an hour long commute to campus, which is lots of time—and it looks like I’ll be doing some of that the next few days. I have a board meeting tomorrow (yes, on a Saturday), and then a lunch meeting Monday in Salem, and then classes start on Tuesday, so I’ll be travelling around a bit the next few days.

Here’s my reading tally for the event so far:

  • 4 pages of Partial List of People to Bleach by Gary Lutz. Notes: this one’s in time-out. I can’t quite bring myself to finish it…
  • 90 pages of Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke [trans. M.D. Herter Norton]. Notes: all finished! The rest of the letters had some great language, though the translation still bothers me. The second half of the book was a sort of run-down of Rilke’s life before the letters, and where he was and what projects he was working on when each letter was written, and that was in much more plain language, and far more interesting to me. I hate writing prescriptivism, and Rilke does plenty of that. 6/10, might read a different translation
  • 8 pages of The Rose That Grew From Concrete by Tupac Shakur. Notes: this one got laid down. I can’t read books of poetry all in one go. I have to read a few, set the book down, digest what I’ve read, and come back later.
  • 56 pages of Faces at the Bottom of the Well by Derrick Bell. Notes: loving this one! I’ve been meaning to read this since a friend recommended it to me a year and a half ago, and I’m so glad I’m finally doing it. While the subject matter is a bit heavy, it’s accessible, and it makes you think. I’ve also been inspired to write a short story, and an essay response—later, after the read-a-thon, when I’ll have more time.

Not too shabby—I tripled my word count in two days! I’m hoping to finish off Faces today, and that’ll boost me quite a bit if I can manage it. If not, I’ll polish it off tomorrow, and pick another book to start in on.

Running page count: 158

Book Finished: Letters to a Young Poet

I finished my first book as part of the June Read-a-thon: Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke! It was a bit of a struggle, and I don’t especially like the translation I had (by M.D. Herter Norton), but there were some moments of joy from lovely language that I’ve quoted on my Tumblr—you can read those here.

It fulfilled a prompt off the Treesofreverie Prompts & Challenges list: “Read a book you’ve had lying around unfinished”.

Now, I’m working on Faces at the Bottom of the Well by Derrick Bell for the prompt “Read a book you’ve been meaning to read”.

June Read-a-thon Update: Day 3

As I mentioned on Monday, I’m doing the Treesofreverie June Read-a-thon, and one thing has become clear: I don’t have as much free time as I thought I did!

Between editing stories and essays for others, doing my own writing, cooking, cleaning, problem-solving household issues, and every other unforeseen instance, I’ve had barely a moment to read. Here’s a run-down of what I’ve managed:

  • 4 pages of Partial List of People to Bleach by Gary Lutz. Notes: I’m remembering why I put this one down, for sure. The reading is really dense with metaphor, but mostly my problem is that it just seems really pretentious to me. Totally inaccessible. This one may move into my “Abandoned” folder on GoodReads—we’ll see.
  • 42 pages of Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke [trans. M.D. Herter Norton]. Notes: I’m also remembering why I put this one down, and it’s totally the translator’s fault. This edition is from 1934, and the language is different from today’s, to say the least. Again, this one feels really pretentious to me. I’m gonna tough it out—I only have 48 pages to go, and I think I can make it happen today.
  • 8 pages of The Rose That Grew From Concrete by Tupac Shakur. Notes: I got interrupted by a phone call. I want to finish this one today, too.

Wow, okay; that looks way better when I write it all up! 54 pages in two days isn’t the best I’ve ever done, but considering all my other commitments, I’ve done worse. Hopefully, by Day 5 I’ll have knocked two or three books off the list.

 

In Memoriam: Celebrating The Life of Poet Maya Angelou

One of the most amazing, inspirational poets in America has passed this week. I’m so grateful for the body of work she left behind, and the fact that I got to see and hear her speak and recite her poetry last year.
While her light has left the world, her legacy lives on.

Book Meme: 10 Books That Have Stayed With Me

10 books that have stayed with me in some way:

1. Persuasion by Jane Austen
2. The Great Divorce by C.S. Lewis
3. Anansi Boys by Neil Gaiman
4. Steppenwolf by Herman Hesse
5. Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll
6. The Quartered Sea by Tanya Huff
7. Magic’s Price by Mercedes Lackey
8. Shade and Shadow by Francine G. Woodbury
9. The Truth by Terry Pratchett
10. The Hobbit by J.R.R. Tolkien

This list is pretty heavy on fantasy novels, and that is primarily the genre I read in. I also read a lot of YA fantasy, the genre I write in, but a list of my favourite YA would look like this:

1. Everything Tamora Pierce ever wrote
2. Everything Diane Duane ever wrote
3: Everything Diana Wynne Jones ever wrote
4. Everything Lloyd Alexander ever wrote
5. Everything Annette Curtis Klause ever wrote
6. Everything Zilpha Keatley Snyder ever wrote
7. Everything Francis Hodgson Burnett ever wrote
8. Everything Madeleine L’Engle ever wrote
9. The Dark is Rising sequence
10. The Harry Potter books

and that’s less specific and also more than ten books, so I didn’t do that. Anyway, here is my reasoning for each of the 10 books I chose for the book meme. More than 10 books have stuck with me—many more—but these are some of my favourites.

1. Persuasion by Jane Austen

So, I love Jane Austen. All of her books are amazing, as far as I am concerned, and I re-read her seven main novels this past summer. Love.

Persuasion is probably my favourite. P&P and S&S are much more well known, but Persuasion has an interesting distinction from the rest: love lost and then returned. I adore Captain Wentworth and his devotion to Anne Eliott. Also, I think Anne is Jane Austen’s best protagonist, because of her forbearance, her gentle sweetness, her lovely plainness, and her determination, in the end, to do what she should have done when she was younger and marry the man who will make her happy.

2. The Great Divorce by C.S. Lewis

Though I am not Christian, I enjoy the apologetics of C.S. Lewis. The Screwtape letters are hilarious, and he has a decent science fantasy trilogy series. Still, The Great Divorce is probably my favourite of his adult works. (I love the Chronicles of Narnia, but I couldn’t pick just one of them.)

The story is of a dream the narrator has, where he goes from hell to heaven, and sees what the dead experience. What struck me and often comes to mind is the realness of Heaven. Hell is a grey, boring world that closely resembles our own, and this is contrasted with the solid realness and colour of Heaven. The grass cuts into the feet of the visitors, and the water is so bitterly cold that they cannot drink it. In the end, many choose to return to Hell, because they cannot let go of past resentments or concerns. It’s an interesting idea, and Lewis is a brilliant writer.

3. Anansi Boys by Neil Gaiman

Anansi is my favourite god; I listened to Anansi tales as a child. I harbour a soft spot for trickster gods.

I also love the writing of Neil Gaiman, and Anansi Boys is probably tied with American Gods for favourite work. The characters are fun and interesting, the settings are lovely, and—best of all—the main story is interspersed with short tales of Anansi the Spider and the trouble he gets into.

4. Steppenwolf by Herman Hesse

Near the end of my high school career, I decided to make a list of classics and grown up books to read independently of class; these books would be outside my traditional genre of fantasy, and I ended up reading all sorts of things, including Nausea and No Exit by Jean Paul Sartre, 1984, one or two memoirs, and a couple of Herman Hesse books. One of these books was Steppenwolf. At 17 years old, I’m not sure I really understood it, but it stayed with me, and I have re-read it a handful of times since. The main character is haunting, and I find that he sometimes floats into my mind with no prompting during quiet moments, and I get the urge to read his story again.

5. The Color Purple by Alice Walker

The Color Purple is a masterpiece. I recently read an NPR article by Matt de la Peña about reading and writing, and in it he explains how this tragic-telling-triumphant book connected him to the beauty and power of reading. It’s a moving article—check it out here—and I love that this book is the one that really connected him to one of my favourite pastimes.

The Color Purple is hard to describe, but will always be one of my favourite books. The life experiences of the main character are painful and reflect the realities of many Black women in a post-Reconstruction and pre-Civil Rights America. It’s about a fictional woman, but the themes are very real, and they speak to me.

6. The Quartered Sea by Tanya Huff

This is the fourth book in a series of fantasy novels. This book is not the first I read in the series, but it’s my favourite, because of the relationship between the main character and another man. It’s still not that common to have LGBTQ main characters in fiction that is not specifically about sexual orientation, and even less common for it to be a complete non-issue. Loving another man is just an incidental piece of the story, but to a teen struggling around sexuality it was so vital to see that representation.

7. Magic’s Price by Mercedes Lackey

This is the third in a trilogy, and this set of books has the distinction of being the first I ever read that featured an explicitly gay character. Though it suffers quite a bit from the unfortunate “gay characters meeting a tragic end” trope, it still means something to me for having shown me that gay people could be in fantasy worls, could exist in literature.

8. Shade and Shadow by Francine G. Woodbury

This is a short and kind of obscure little read that I picked up in a used book shop in the late ’90s/early 2000s. (I spent about a year passionately searching through used book shops for the individual volumes of The Chronicles of Amber, which I believe were out of print at the time, though the series has since been reissued in a single volume.)

It’s about an assistant professor of modern magic at Oxford, who is accused of murdering his head of department, and must find the real killer fast. It’s not the best book ever written, but it’s funny, the characters are interesting, and the premise is pretty great. I love it, and it’s on my frequently re-read shelf.

9. The Truth by Terry Pratchett

Sir Terry Pratchett is one of my favourite authors, and has been since I picked The Light Fantastic off the shelf when I was 10 years old, during my first foray out of the young adult section of the public library.

The Truth is a book about writing, written with all of the sharp wit and playful satire of Terry Pratchett. For some reason, the idea of a book about writing has always tickled me, and there are so many characters in this book that ought to be a bit silly, but are not somehow—or if they are, they are nonetheless real and  human (even when they aren’t human at all, like the vampires abstaining from blood-drinking).

10. The Hobbit by J.R.R. Tolkien

This is the first book I remember reading. In first or second grade, I checked it out from my primary school library, and fell in love with it. I have three different editions of it, one of them the beautifully illustrated version found in my school’s library.

The story of Bilbo Baggins is a fun one, rousing and humorous, tense and illuminating, with an interesting cast of characters and a good moral at the end. I love the 1977 animated film adaptation, and the new film trilogy has been great so far, but I always come back to re-read the book. With a pot of tea, a warm pair of socks, and The Hobbit, I’ve settled down to read on many a rainy afternoon, and I anticipate many future afternoons re-living Bilbo’s adventures in Middle Earth.

Malinda Lo’s List of LGBTQ2-Inclusive YA for 2013

It’s often been hard to find YA science fiction and fantasy with LGBT characters, but this year there’s been something of an explosion of SF/F with LGBT characters. By “explosion” I mean I’ve found 10 novels of SF/F with LGBT main characters published by mainstream publishers. I haven’t been keeping track of SF/F LGBT YA over the years, but it seems to me that this is definitely an increase.

— Malinda Lo
“LGBT Young Adult Science Fiction & Fantasy in 2013”

Among them is her own recent release, Inheritance, and it looks great!

You can find her full post here: go there for the list and links to the authors. I’m gonna check out these reads, and I encourage you to do the same; let the publishers know we’d like to see more of the same!

Review: The Revolution of Evelyn Serrano

Last year, a friend of mine won two passes to go to the Pacific NW Bookseller’s Association Fall Tradeshow and decided to take me along. We got to attend many great panels, and got to go to the author’s dinner, where we got to ask questions of published authors and take away autographed copies of one of their books.

One of the best parts, though, was the tradeshow itself. My friend and I both collected large bags of recently published and soon-to-be published books, and I am just now getting around to working through them.

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One of the books I got was The Revolution of Evelyn Serrano by Sonia Manzano.

Wow.

This book tells the story of a young woman, Rosa Maria Evelyn del Carmen Serrano, living in a Puerto Rican neighbourhood in New York. She makes everyone call her Evelyn because it is the Whitest-sounding of her names. The story is about learning to love her family and growing in her understanding of the world as the Young Lords tried to improve the neighbourhood in 1969.

A really amazing thing about the book is the history that it tells. The Young Lords were a gang in Chicago that turned into a Puerto Rican rights organisation in the late 1960s. They fought gentrification in Chicago, sought social uplift for poor Puerto Ricans living in the US, and advocated for an independent Puerto Rico. The media has largely re-imagined them — like the Black Panther Party before them — into a dangerous group of hoodlums, but they wanted to create change and bring justice to their communities.

Though they are an important piece of the book, Revolution isn’t really about the Young Lords; it’s mostly the tale of Evelyn, her mother, and her grandmother learning to be a family as the neighbourhood changes around them.

Overall, I really enjoyed this book. The Spanish sprinkled throughout the text lends realism to the conversations and characters. There is humour aplenty, but it also is sombre in some parts. Most of all, it is real in the way that some things are: though I did not grow up a poor young woman in a Puerto Rican neighbourhood in the 1960s, I have lived in poverty. I have heard poetry that seemed to be about me, and told me something true about the world and how I move in it. I have been in moments of social justice community where everything seems to be on the verge of change, and you’re riding high on the shared feeling of possibility around you.

This is a fictionalised version of events, but that doesn’t stop it being true in the most important ways.

Diversity in YA Science Fiction and Fantasy

My parents took great pains to instil in me a love of reading from an early age. By the 3rd grade I was picking out books for myself, and I went straight for the fantasy section. I read a lot of the classics: The Chronicles of Narnia, The Hobbit, The Black Cauldron, and more.

I soon found my way into the adult section, devouring Neil Gaiman, Terry Pratchett, Mercedes Lackey, and Robert Jordan. Still, I continued to read young adult fantasy; something about characters my age going through pimples and dating and dragon-slaying spoke to me. There was a sense of connection, but even then I was aware of something that’s still true to this day: none of the protagonists were like me.

My favourite young adult author to this day is Tamora Pierce. I have faithfully read every book she has published since I stumbled across the Song of the Lioness quartet at age 10. I love each new one, and I have both physical and ebook versions of all of her books.

Despite my great love for her, I noticed on a re-read of all of her books (not kidding—I’m a huge fan) that her early works contained very few characters of colour—and those that were there were simplistic, and often stereotypical. There’s a whole book that deals with a very idealistic and well-intentioned critique of an analogue for Arabic tribal cultures, and it comes off as imperialistic and judgemental.

Her portrayal of characters of colour has improved leaps and bounds since that first series, but her main protagonists are still primarily straight White girls. They have red hair, wavy or straight. They have pale skin and freckles. They have light coloured eyes. I have none of these things. (Well, maybe the freckles, if you look very closely.) Her protagonists don’t look at all like me.

Of all of the books she’s put out—28 novels in two worlds, plus a collection of short stories—I have counted perhaps 4 LGBTQ2 characters. Only one has been a main protagonist.

There are young adult books that feature protagonists of colour, and LGBTQ2 protagonists, but most of them haven’t been in the science fiction and fantasy genre(s); not until pretty recently has there been a surge in fantasy that features people of colour as the main characters, and there still isn’t much in the way of gender and sexual minorities in young adult sci-fi and fantasy. The problem with this is that a message, however unintentional, gets sent to young adults and children—there is no place for them in the imaginary worlds of fantasy lands, and there is especially no place for them in the future worlds of science fiction.

This seems silly to me—in a world where there are goblins and dragons and spidrens, how can you tell me there are no black or brown people, no gay people, no trans people? When we exclude these people from our imaginary worlds, what we are really saying is that the perfect worlds we imagine—the future worlds, the fantastic past worlds—can only exist through the absence of brownness and queerness.

However, including LGBTQ2 characters and characters of colour says something quite different. Inclusion of these characters is part of how we realise those better worlds. We are currently living in a world that excludes, but inclusion teaches us that every human being has worth, and that we can—and should—work together to achieve what we imagine.

We’ve come a ways, but we still have a ways to go yet. I write YA fantasy fiction with diverse characters because these young people are more vulnerable, and they need someone to tell them, Yes, you belong here, too.

Launching the Good Ship Lollipop?

A new blog: crisp and clean and blank. How exhilarating!

How terrifying.

I’ve come out of NaNoWriMo 2013 with a big old pile of words, roughly assembled in a working document. Now, edits and revision will take over the bulk of my time. I’m participating in Lulu.com’s all new Wrimo Accelerator, which means once I’ve got the last two or three scenes written in, I can send it to them for review. I’ve got a beta reader lined up after that, and the month of December to take feedback and start the second draft.

I may have to change from third person to first. I may have to change from past to present tense. I may have to replace or combine or do away with characters. I almost certainly have to drop or overhaul the snippets of myth interspersed in the narrative. So much may change before I’m done with revisions, and some of that process may spill over onto this blog.

Ideally, I’ll be updating here once a week. I want to get a post up each Wednesday morning. Topics will range all over the place, I’m sure — next week you can read about why I think diversity in YA matters.

Until next time,

Tessara